Un rayo de esperanza. La experiencia del actor del ccine Malayalam N. Jayakrishnan, por B.Aravind.
No importa cuán oscuro sea el momento, el amor y la esperanza son siempre posibles.
Desde la revista Sai Pooja.
Era una hermosa mañana de domingo y relajado y mis ojos se posaron en una revista que posa en nuestra mesa de la sala de estar. Su nombre, SAI POOJA, la revista había sido traída por Amey, (un amigo cercano, sobre cuya experiencia temprana con Baba ya he escrito ), la noche anterior. Miré a través de sus páginas y tenía artículos de algunas personas interesantes reales. Mi interés se despertó por un artículo titulado "Un sueño que cambió mi vida". Era un relato autobiográfico de la N. Jayakrishnan actor del cine Malayalam. Voy a compartir algunos de mis pensamientos después de que presente el relato autobiográfico del actor. A N. Jayakrishnan ahora.
La última imagen de perfil del actor.La marca de vibhuti en la frente y el vestido blanco son signos inequívocos de una persona que ha adoptado la vestimenta de un 'Estudiante Sai'!
Fuente: Tomado de la página oficial de Malayalam cine
N. Jayakrishnan escribe ...
Misteriosos son los caminos de Dios. Él viene a nosotros, aun cuando no le llamamos. Hablando de Sai Baba , es el mismo caso conmigo. No acepté a Swami . Él fue el que me llevó a él cuando tenía 22 años, yo estaba tratando de establecerme en el ámbito cinematográfico para ocupar papeles pequeños con los canales de televisión. Yo estaba en la flor de mi juventud, y me vi envuelto por las atracciones mundanas que me rodeaban. Durante mi primera serie con Sunny Joseph , un cineasta famoso en la industria del cine Malayalam, me presentaron a una chica. Esta relacion se convirtió en una amistad y de pronto, se convirtió en amor. Pero la historia de mi vida iba a tener un guión diferente. Debido a algunas razones personales, nos separamos. Esto me pareció muy duro, y me pareció que la situación era muy difícil de manejar para mi, ya que estaba muy apegado a ella. Estaba cabizbajo. No había pasado mucho tiempo, desde que mi madre había fallecido. En ese momento, perdí las palabras de consuelo de una madre muy querida. Sentí que la vida había sido injusta conmigo, ya que todo lo que yo consideraba un tesoro para mí, se alejaba de mí.Todo tipo de sentimientos me empece a tener. Empecé a sentirme avergonzado de mí mismo y me convertí en una víctima de mi conciencia culpable, y de un complejo de inferioridad. La sensación de desesperación comenzó a crecer aún más con el pasar de los días Y entonces, de repente, una solución a mis problemas apareció de repente por mi mente. SUICIDIO!
Misteriosos son los caminos de Dios. Él viene a nosotros, aun cuando no le llamamos. Hablando de Sai Baba , es el mismo caso conmigo. No acepté a Swami . Él fue el que me llevó a él cuando tenía 22 años, yo estaba tratando de establecerme en el ámbito cinematográfico para ocupar papeles pequeños con los canales de televisión. Yo estaba en la flor de mi juventud, y me vi envuelto por las atracciones mundanas que me rodeaban. Durante mi primera serie con Sunny Joseph , un cineasta famoso en la industria del cine Malayalam, me presentaron a una chica. Esta relacion se convirtió en una amistad y de pronto, se convirtió en amor. Pero la historia de mi vida iba a tener un guión diferente. Debido a algunas razones personales, nos separamos. Esto me pareció muy duro, y me pareció que la situación era muy difícil de manejar para mi, ya que estaba muy apegado a ella. Estaba cabizbajo. No había pasado mucho tiempo, desde que mi madre había fallecido. En ese momento, perdí las palabras de consuelo de una madre muy querida. Sentí que la vida había sido injusta conmigo, ya que todo lo que yo consideraba un tesoro para mí, se alejaba de mí.Todo tipo de sentimientos me empece a tener. Empecé a sentirme avergonzado de mí mismo y me convertí en una víctima de mi conciencia culpable, y de un complejo de inferioridad. La sensación de desesperación comenzó a crecer aún más con el pasar de los días Y entonces, de repente, una solución a mis problemas apareció de repente por mi mente. SUICIDIO!
Sentí que era la única manera de salir de todos mis problemas. A partir de entonces, cuando veía algún lugar, me ponía a pensar si era un lugar apropiado para suicidarme. Todos mis pensamientos eran sólo sobre esto. Fui aún más allá, y comencé a imaginar diferentes formas de cometer suicidio. Estas tendencias suicidas me empezaron a consumir. Yo no dormía bien ya que estos pensamientos me atormentaban día y noche.
Un rayo de esperanza se convierte en el sol de mi vida ...
Fue en esta época cuando empecé a tener algunos pensamientos que nunca había prestado atención antes.
"Tal vez Dios me pueda salvar ..."
Con este pensamiento, comencé a buscar un rayo de esperanza. Empecé a visitar muchos templos, cantaba del mantra Gayatri y cantaba el himno Sahasranamam Vishnu, diariamente. Sin embargo, no encontraba la paz de la mente que yo quería. Sin embargo, todo esto, sin duda me ayudó a alejarme de los pensamientos suicidas. Pensé que debía ir en peregrinación a varios lugares sagrados de la India. Le dije a uno de mis mejores amigos que me iba. Yo no sabía dónde ir y no estaba seguro si iba a volver de nuevo. Quería viajar por toda la India, visitar todos los templos y de este modo completar mi vida de esta manera. Con estos pensamientos en mente, me fui a dormir. En mi sueño, tuve un sueño. Hoy en día, yo lo llamo un Darshan. Estaba de pie en el patio de mi alma mater, la escuela donde había estudiado. El suelo estaba lleno de gente que parecía estar esperando que alguna gran persona llegara. Sentí que yo también debía esperarla y reunirme con él. Finalmente, la persona llega y quien era, Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba. Él vino directamente a mí y poniendo sus brazos alrededor de mi hombro, me preguntó: "¿Cuál es tu problema?". Yo le dije mi problema, y entonces me puse a llorar como un niño. Después de escuchar mi historia entera, Él me dio una palmadita en la espalda y me dijo: "¿Este pequeño problema es el que te duele tanto? . Tu debes ser más fuerte de corazón. Tu tienes mucho más para vivir y hay problemas mucho más grandes que encontrará en la vida. Esfuérzate y sé valiente ". Me consolo con estas palabras maternales, Él me dio una palmadita de nuevo y me desperté. Y descubrí al instante, que todas mis preocupaciones parecían haberse desvanecido. Me sentí como si nunca me haubiese enfrentado a ningún problema en absoluto. Mi mente se llenó con el darshan y sambhashan de Swami. Sí, esa noche él me regaló una segunda vida. Después de este episodio, de repente, empece a recibir muchas ofertas de la industria del cine Tamil y Malayalam de la India. La vida se convirtió en un verde jardín para mí. Desde mi infancia tenia una foto de Sai Baba en nuestra casa. Nunca me había preocupado por él, ya que no sabía quién era. Ahora sé que Él es todo para mí. 14 años después, el 26 de marzo de 2010, visité Puttaparthi por primera vez. No sé por qué me tomó tanto tiempo venir a Puttaparthi. Fue en 2010 que vi a mi Sai Maatha (Madre Sai) por primera vez. Al pasar delante de mí, Él me miró a los ojos y me dio una traviesa sonrisa Desde ese día hasta el último darshan el 20 de marzo de 2011, yo tuve muchos darshans de Swami en Su forma física.
Cuando nos quedamos sin esperanza en la vida, nos da un rayo de esperanza y nos muestra el camino a seguir. Cuando andamos por el camino equivocado, Él nos pone en el camino correcto. Para "él", que está presente en todos los seres, ofrezco mis humildes saludos.
Con la actriz Anjana Menon en mi próxima película Malayalam, Chuzhali Kattu.
Una película Kattu Jayakrishnan de Chuzhali saldrá a la venta en noviembre de 2013.
Mis pensamientos ...
Al leer este artículo me llamó la atención varios puntos. El primero y más importante es que cuando uno está en serios problemas, no es necesario ir en busca de Dios. Sin hacer esfuerzos por llamarlo, Él mismo vendrá corriendo en su ayuda.
La segunda fue una reiteración de lo que Swami ha asegurado - que lo que ocurre en el propio sueño es un acto de su voluntad. Los Sueños de Swami son verdaderos por cierto.
La tercera era que Dios no viene y despeja los problemas de uno, con un gesto mágico de la mano. En cambio, Él da la fuerza, la sabiduría, la fortaleza y el ánimo para enfrentar cualquier "problema".
Con la actriz Anjana Menon en mi próxima película Malayalam, Chuzhali Kattu.
Una película Kattu Jayakrishnan de Chuzhali saldrá a la venta en noviembre de 2013.
Mis pensamientos ...
Al leer este artículo me llamó la atención varios puntos. El primero y más importante es que cuando uno está en serios problemas, no es necesario ir en busca de Dios. Sin hacer esfuerzos por llamarlo, Él mismo vendrá corriendo en su ayuda.
La segunda fue una reiteración de lo que Swami ha asegurado - que lo que ocurre en el propio sueño es un acto de su voluntad. Los Sueños de Swami son verdaderos por cierto.
La tercera era que Dios no viene y despeja los problemas de uno, con un gesto mágico de la mano. En cambio, Él da la fuerza, la sabiduría, la fortaleza y el ánimo para enfrentar cualquier "problema".
Tal es el apoyo, que en vez de volverse a Dios, llorando, "¡Oh Dios! Tengo un problema "; la persona se vuelve hacia el problema y dice con confianza,
"Oh problema! Tengo un Dios. "
"Oh problema! Tengo un Dios. "
El tercer punto que me llamó la atención fue que cuando las relaciones van mal, parecen ser los episodios más dolorosos de la vida. Pero, al parecer, no lo son. Cuando uno llora por los problemas de relación, va a hacer bueno recordar lo que dijo Swami a Jayakrishnan, "¿Es este pequeño problema que te lastima tanto?. Usted debe ser más fuerte en su corazón. " Eso sucederá si somos capaces de entender la diferencia entre enamoramiento y el amor .
Finalmente, el episodio también indica que Swami, nos responde en la forma en que miramos hacia él. De este modo se convierte en una madre, un padre, un amigo, un guía, un maestro o un Dios, basado en cómo uno lo busca.
Si te ha gustado este centro, usted debe tratar de leer estos seguros. :
1. El tiempo de Dios es siempre perfecto.
2. ¿Qué es el Yoga Karma?
. 3 Hari Om Sharan y Sathya Sai - La historia de hoy en día Abou Ben Adhem.
4. Anna Hazare y Sai Sathya.
OMSAIRAMMM...
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A ray of hope - Malayalam cine actor N.Jayakrishnan's experience, by B.Aravind.
No matter how dark the moment, love and hope are always possible.
From the Sai Pooja magazine.
It was a beautiful and relaxed Sunday morning and my eyes fell on a magazine lying on our living room table. Named, SAI POOJA, the magazine had been brought by Amey, (a close friend about whose early experience with Baba I have already written about), the previous night. I glanced through its pages and it had articles by some real interesting people. My interest was piqued by an article entitled, “A dream that changed my life”. It was an autobiographical account of the Malayalam cine actor Jayakrishnan.N. I shall share a few of my thoughts after I present the actor’s autobiographical account. Over to Jayakrishnan.N now.
The latest profile picture of the actor. The vibhuti mark on the forehead and the white dress are unmistakable signs of a person having adopted the 'Sai Student' dressing sense!
Source: From the official Malayalam cinema website
Jayakrishnan.N writes...
Mysterious are the ways of God. He comes to us even when we don’t call out to Him. Talking about Sai Baba, it is the same case with me. I didn’t accept Swami - it was He who got me to Him.
When I was 22 years old, I was trying to establish myself in the film field by taking up small jobs with the television channels. I was in the prime of my youth and was caught up in the worldly attractions around. During my first serial with Sunny Joseph, a famous cinematographer in the Malayalam movie industry, I was introduced to a girl. This introduction grew into a friendship and soon, turned into love. But the story of my life was to be scripted differently.
Due to some reasons, personal in nature, we got separated. This struck me really hard and I found that the situation was very tough for me to handle as I was very much attached to her. I was crestfallen. It was not long since my mother had passed away. At this point in time, I missed the comforting words of a mother very dearly. I felt that life had been unfair to me as everything that I considered precious to me was moving away from me. All sorts of feelings started to grip me.
I started to feel ashamed of myself and became a victim of of guilty consciousness and inferiority complex. The feeling of despair started to grow even more with passing days. And then, all of a sudden, a solution to my problems seemed to flash across my mind.
SUICIDE!
I felt that was the only way out of all my problems. Thereafter, when I saw any place, I started to think whether it was an appropriate place to commit suicide. All my thoughts were only about this. I went even further - looking into different ways of committing suicide also. These suicidal tendencies began to consume me. I did not even have proper sleep as these thoughts kept haunting me day and night.
The ray of hope grows into the sunshine of life...
It was at this time that I began to get some thoughts which I had never paid attention to previously.
“Maybe God can save me...”
With this thought, I began searching for a ray of hope. I started to visit many temples, chant Gayatri mantra and sing the Vishnu Sahasranamam on a daily basis. Still, I didn’t find the peace of mind which I wanted. However, all these definitely helped me move away from thoughts of suicide.
I thought that I should go on a pilgrimage to various holy places in India. I said to one of my closest friends that I was leaving. I did not know where I would be going to and I was not sure whether I would be returning back at all. I wanted to travel all over India, visit all temples and thereby complete my life in this manner. With these thoughts in mind, I dropped to sleep.
In my sleep, I had a dream. Today, I call it a darshan.
I was standing in the playground of my alma mater, the school where I had studied. The ground was crowded with people who seemed to be waiting for some great person to arrive. I felt that I too should wait for him and meet him. Finally the person arrives and it was Bhagawan Sri Sathya Sai Baba. He came straight to me and putting His arms around my shoulder, asked,
“What is your problem?”
I told Him my entire problem and then I started to cry like a child. After listening to my entire story, He patted me on my back and said,
“Is this small problem hurting you so much? You should become stronger in your heart. You have so much more to live and there are much bigger problems which one will come across in life. Be strong and courageous.”
Consoling me with these motherly words, He patted me again and I woke up. I found that instantly, all my worries seemed to have vanished. I felt as though I had never faced any problem at all. My mind was filled with the darshan and sambhashan of Swami. Yes, that night He gifted me a second life.
After this episode, I suddenly started to get many offers from the Tamil and Malayalam movie industry in India. Life turned into a much greener one for me. Since my childhood I have seen a photo of Sai Baba kept at our home. I had never cared for it as I didn’t know who He was. Now I know that He is everything for me.
14 years later, on the 26th of March 2010, I visited Puttaparthi for the first time. I don’t know why it took me so long to come to Parthi. It was in 2010 that I saw my Sai Maatha (Mother Sai) for the first time. While passing in front of me, He looked into my eyes and gave a mischievous, all-knowing smile. From that day till my last darshan on 20th of March 2011, I had many darshansof Swami in His physical form.
When we are left with no hope in life, He gives us the ray of hope and shows us the way ahead. When we tread the wrong path, He puts us on the right path. To ‘He’ who is present in all beings I offer my humble salutations.
With actress Anjana Menon in upcoming Malayalam movie, Chuzhali Kattu.
A still from Jayakrishnan's movie Chuzhali Kattu slated for release in November 2013.
My thoughts...
As I read this article several points struck me. The first and foremost was that when one is in deep trouble, one need not go out looking for God. If efforts are just made to call out to Him, He Himself will come rushing to one’s aid.
The second was a reiteration of what Swami has assured - that Him coming in one's dream is an act of His will. Dreams of Swami are true indeed.
The third was that God does not come and clear away one’s problems with a magical wave of the hand. Instead, He grants the strength, wisdom, fortitude and encouragement to face any ‘problem’. Such is the support that instead of turning to God and crying,
“Oh God! I have a problem.”
the person turns towards the problem and says confidently,
“Oh Problem! I have a God.”
The third point that struck me was that relationships going bad seem to be the most painful life episodes. But apparently, they are not. Whenever one cries over relationship problems, it will do good to remember what Swami told Jayakrishnan,
“Is this small problem hurting you so much? You should become stronger in your heart.”
That will happen if we are able to understand the difference between infatuation and love.
Finally, the episode also indicates that Swami responds to us in the manner in which we look to Him. He thus becomes a mother, a father, a friend, a guide, a teacher or a God based on how one seeks Him.
If you enjoyed this hub, you should try reading these too. :
1. God's timing is always perfect.
2. What is Karma Yoga?
3. Hari Om Sharan and Sathya Sai - Story of modern day Abou Ben Adhem.
4. Anna Hazare and Sathya Sai.
OMSAIRAMMM...
Si te ha gustado este centro, usted debe tratar de leer estos seguros. :
1. El tiempo de Dios es siempre perfecto.
2. ¿Qué es el Yoga Karma?
. 3 Hari Om Sharan y Sathya Sai - La historia de hoy en día Abou Ben Adhem.
4. Anna Hazare y Sai Sathya.
OMSAIRAMMM...
.................................................................................
A ray of hope - Malayalam cine actor N.Jayakrishnan's experience, by B.Aravind.
No matter how dark the moment, love and hope are always possible.
From the Sai Pooja magazine.
It was a beautiful and relaxed Sunday morning and my eyes fell on a magazine lying on our living room table. Named, SAI POOJA, the magazine had been brought by Amey, (a close friend about whose early experience with Baba I have already written about), the previous night. I glanced through its pages and it had articles by some real interesting people. My interest was piqued by an article entitled, “A dream that changed my life”. It was an autobiographical account of the Malayalam cine actor Jayakrishnan.N. I shall share a few of my thoughts after I present the actor’s autobiographical account. Over to Jayakrishnan.N now.
The latest profile picture of the actor. The vibhuti mark on the forehead and the white dress are unmistakable signs of a person having adopted the 'Sai Student' dressing sense!
Source: From the official Malayalam cinema website
Jayakrishnan.N writes...
Mysterious are the ways of God. He comes to us even when we don’t call out to Him. Talking about Sai Baba, it is the same case with me. I didn’t accept Swami - it was He who got me to Him.
When I was 22 years old, I was trying to establish myself in the film field by taking up small jobs with the television channels. I was in the prime of my youth and was caught up in the worldly attractions around. During my first serial with Sunny Joseph, a famous cinematographer in the Malayalam movie industry, I was introduced to a girl. This introduction grew into a friendship and soon, turned into love. But the story of my life was to be scripted differently.
Due to some reasons, personal in nature, we got separated. This struck me really hard and I found that the situation was very tough for me to handle as I was very much attached to her. I was crestfallen. It was not long since my mother had passed away. At this point in time, I missed the comforting words of a mother very dearly. I felt that life had been unfair to me as everything that I considered precious to me was moving away from me. All sorts of feelings started to grip me.
I started to feel ashamed of myself and became a victim of of guilty consciousness and inferiority complex. The feeling of despair started to grow even more with passing days. And then, all of a sudden, a solution to my problems seemed to flash across my mind.
SUICIDE!
I felt that was the only way out of all my problems. Thereafter, when I saw any place, I started to think whether it was an appropriate place to commit suicide. All my thoughts were only about this. I went even further - looking into different ways of committing suicide also. These suicidal tendencies began to consume me. I did not even have proper sleep as these thoughts kept haunting me day and night.
The ray of hope grows into the sunshine of life...
It was at this time that I began to get some thoughts which I had never paid attention to previously.
“Maybe God can save me...”
With this thought, I began searching for a ray of hope. I started to visit many temples, chant Gayatri mantra and sing the Vishnu Sahasranamam on a daily basis. Still, I didn’t find the peace of mind which I wanted. However, all these definitely helped me move away from thoughts of suicide.
I thought that I should go on a pilgrimage to various holy places in India. I said to one of my closest friends that I was leaving. I did not know where I would be going to and I was not sure whether I would be returning back at all. I wanted to travel all over India, visit all temples and thereby complete my life in this manner. With these thoughts in mind, I dropped to sleep.
In my sleep, I had a dream. Today, I call it a darshan.
I was standing in the playground of my alma mater, the school where I had studied. The ground was crowded with people who seemed to be waiting for some great person to arrive. I felt that I too should wait for him and meet him. Finally the person arrives and it was Bhagawan Sri Sathya Sai Baba. He came straight to me and putting His arms around my shoulder, asked,
“What is your problem?”
I told Him my entire problem and then I started to cry like a child. After listening to my entire story, He patted me on my back and said,
“Is this small problem hurting you so much? You should become stronger in your heart. You have so much more to live and there are much bigger problems which one will come across in life. Be strong and courageous.”
Consoling me with these motherly words, He patted me again and I woke up. I found that instantly, all my worries seemed to have vanished. I felt as though I had never faced any problem at all. My mind was filled with the darshan and sambhashan of Swami. Yes, that night He gifted me a second life.
After this episode, I suddenly started to get many offers from the Tamil and Malayalam movie industry in India. Life turned into a much greener one for me. Since my childhood I have seen a photo of Sai Baba kept at our home. I had never cared for it as I didn’t know who He was. Now I know that He is everything for me.
14 years later, on the 26th of March 2010, I visited Puttaparthi for the first time. I don’t know why it took me so long to come to Parthi. It was in 2010 that I saw my Sai Maatha (Mother Sai) for the first time. While passing in front of me, He looked into my eyes and gave a mischievous, all-knowing smile. From that day till my last darshan on 20th of March 2011, I had many darshansof Swami in His physical form.
When we are left with no hope in life, He gives us the ray of hope and shows us the way ahead. When we tread the wrong path, He puts us on the right path. To ‘He’ who is present in all beings I offer my humble salutations.
With actress Anjana Menon in upcoming Malayalam movie, Chuzhali Kattu.
A still from Jayakrishnan's movie Chuzhali Kattu slated for release in November 2013.
My thoughts...
As I read this article several points struck me. The first and foremost was that when one is in deep trouble, one need not go out looking for God. If efforts are just made to call out to Him, He Himself will come rushing to one’s aid.
The second was a reiteration of what Swami has assured - that Him coming in one's dream is an act of His will. Dreams of Swami are true indeed.
The third was that God does not come and clear away one’s problems with a magical wave of the hand. Instead, He grants the strength, wisdom, fortitude and encouragement to face any ‘problem’. Such is the support that instead of turning to God and crying,
“Oh God! I have a problem.”
the person turns towards the problem and says confidently,
“Oh Problem! I have a God.”
The third point that struck me was that relationships going bad seem to be the most painful life episodes. But apparently, they are not. Whenever one cries over relationship problems, it will do good to remember what Swami told Jayakrishnan,
“Is this small problem hurting you so much? You should become stronger in your heart.”
That will happen if we are able to understand the difference between infatuation and love.
Finally, the episode also indicates that Swami responds to us in the manner in which we look to Him. He thus becomes a mother, a father, a friend, a guide, a teacher or a God based on how one seeks Him.
If you enjoyed this hub, you should try reading these too. :
1. God's timing is always perfect.
2. What is Karma Yoga?
3. Hari Om Sharan and Sathya Sai - Story of modern day Abou Ben Adhem.
4. Anna Hazare and Sathya Sai.
OMSAIRAMMM...
OMSAIRAMMM...
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